Sweet hearts tastes bitter. You couldn't find one with your eyes as others do. God have assigned everyone's destiny. you are not supposed to find one.
Oh god! I was one among them. How dare you make me a devil.
What you want me to do, I gonna hate my sweet heart?

You can't kill me dipping in blood, she won't let you.

Be in touch

My sweet friends never value me much. They show their respect always, but i'm good at reading their fake mind sometimes. I see it, whenever someone fakes, no matter what they mean to me.

My sister hates me, my bestfriend stay away from me, or i walked away.
i couldn't love them more, they knows this and its the prima face reason they have to say for it.
I know, I know loving someone is not always right..!

A Bad Day, yet another one!

Cold, dark nights never bother me again, my passions have changed. Greater Heights have created greater pains, and lots of damage.

Losing a friend, it never heals. I'm lost.

Search for recovery

Now after too many sleepless nights in a row,i'm getting tired. I feel i'm weak,making my mind too so... there is nothing to say, life goes on without a break. I'm desperate for a while to take rest and recover.

thought it was a dream, but it wasn't

yesterday i been playing with my mobile as usual. Then it happened. I got that long-awaited message from my best friend as we been apart for near 2 weeks after a silly fight. But the message wasn't a reconciliaion after that fight. Her father passed away leaving her mother and younger sister alone. I couldn't even read that remaining message from her friend.I been thrown into some kind of darkness with the fearness about her coming days and remaining life. I can only pray for her,to recover from those unexpected shocks God gave. It again made me think about the drama's happening in lives everday. There weren't much of dramatic events around me for some time and i thought its gone. But the hope was short lived. she been an elder sister for me,yet not matured to start a life of her own. Some of frequent breakups have taken all of her energy remaining. The sleepless night, spending all time sitting near to the wall in the corner of my bed i been searching for a reason "why such bad things always happen to her."

Listen Up ..........!!!

Quoted from pratiba sofat's blog:

"Hey girlie,

now listen up..

You love him,

he doesnt.

dnt love him,

don't hate him.

It happens.

Hey dearie,

listen up,

He loves you,

you don't.

don't sympathise,

don't criticize.

It happened.

Hey sweety,

listen up,

Love is magical,

love is a curse.

Love heals

after love hurts.

Its Love.

Hey lady,

listen up.

You love,

you lose,

you give up,

or move.

Its life."

Best Friends

We have formed a friendship
That has become invaluable to me
We discuss our futures and plan our ways
We can talk about our dreams
And share our fears
We can be very serious
Or we can just have fun
We understand each others lives
And try to encourage each other
In all that we do.

I Like to Think of You

I like to hold a thought of you close to me...
in a special place where I can pull it out
to bring a touch of cheer to my day.
I like to think about all the things you’ve
done to show that you care, and the many
ways you have of turning a nice time into
a wonderful occasion.
I like to think of you...
because you’re one of those people
who really helps to make my world
a richer and a happier place.

A Special Person

Beautiful eyes, a tender heart
And a smile that’s very sweet
Before you came into my life
It was so incomplete

You always make me happy
You make my world go ‘round
In anything we do together
Joy is sure to be found

I just want you to know
And hope that you can see
You’re a very precious person
That God has shared with me

“What is it in us that seeks the truth? Is it our minds or is it our hearts? “

Did You ever have a dream that had such a big impact on you?
What did You want to be when you grew up? Did you pursue it? Why or why not?
Are You happy with the career you chose or would you rather be doing something else?If so, what?

 

Broken Dreams

Inspired from my favorite writer.....

Now every night I get some weird dream.
Always its there, even when I’m awake.
There is something wrong with it.
But always it has one thing at a time.
Once a good girl, once a devil
The girl had a special look,
Her eyes reflects the determination she have.
I can feel it strengthening me, when I look into her eyes.
Another day there were silent weepings thrown at me.
As if a woman make when she lost something beautiful than her life.
Once it caught a glass full of wine, before it caught my own heart.
There were faded darkness all over.
Today I was shocked to see a familiar face staring at me,
like she never seen me before. I swear her eyes were bright.
An empty black bag. I tremble before I collapse.
I threw my dreams away down to the streets. It burst into pieces.
I killed it. Now it doesn’t comeback with those weird false images.

PS – “Hold fast to dreams, for if dreams die life is a broken winged bird that cannot fly.”

Betrayal

Have you ever seen flowers in any heart, Not everyone see this.
Red roses dipped in dark red blood, blood covered all over it.

Trusting someone is not foolishness, but being blind in love is.
When you are blind you want to see everything and you feel everything.
But it never lasts long. Ever you won’t reach that far to see
The flower inside heart when blind.

I can't live this way

As I cross today’s hurdle…Thousands are waiting me.
I’ve got the courage to cross each one of them. I may even try to do.
But I don’t have any reason to go on like this.
Someone is shouting “Cease living….!"
 
   I…I’ve lost ma aim…..Mission aborting process initialised ;)).

Nobody's Listening...

I tried to tell everybody loud and clear,
But nobody’s listening, everyone is in their own world.
They never try to hear what I’ve to say.
They just assume everything
I tried so hard but again in the end I lose before their act of avoiding.